a quarter of a girl

far from flawless

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I SURVIVED HOMEWORK HELL 10/19/14!!!!!!
… The rest of this week is gonna be kind of tough but it’ll be super fun too so I think I can put up with finishing my English research paper and my philosophy paper and my physics project and all the other obnoxious daily homeworks because then I’ll get to support my friends at the chemistry department magic show and the sorority Oktoberfest and the Southeast Asian Students Association dance recital and the comedy show and then we’ll get to shop for Halloween costumes and play lots of board games and DUNGEONS AND DRAGONS which I made my super amazing character for today and IT’S GONNA BE A GOOD WEEK!

next week, though, with a physics test and a linguistics presentation and starting to actually work on my jazz final essay and all that obnoxious stuff… that’s gonna suck

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i’m rapidly approaching the point where it’s time to take a break and go to qdoba

like damn this is one of those nights where i could really use john dropping in to say hey and chat for a little bit so i can take a break from this stupid frustrating work and reinvigorate myself!!!!

but i don’t feel like that’s gonna happen and i don’t wanna be sitting around here pining for it so maybe i’ll just go out, which is helpful anyway because i didn’t eat dinner and i’ve been working basically nonstop for almost four hours now and that’ll probably help me focus again!!!

… so i guess it’s time to peace out and see how that works for me!

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okay i finished that other essay and it wasn’t so bad!!!!

now i have to write one about on the road that’s half the length but… i’m dreading it because it just occurred to me that i fucking hate on the road

Filed under on the road jack keruoac SIGH

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yes please

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Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?
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Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?
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If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?
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Do you find it easy to trust others?
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What were you doing at 11PM last night?
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You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?
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What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
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Are you close with your dad?
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I bet you kissed someone last night, right?
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What are you listening to?
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You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?
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Do you like hickeys?
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What time do you go to bed?
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Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
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Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?
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Do you always answer your texts?
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Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?
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When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
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Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
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What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
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Is anyone else in the room with you?
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Do you believe what goes around comes around?
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Were you happier four months ago than you are now?
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Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
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In the past week, have you cried?
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What colour is the shirt you are wearing?
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Do people ever call you by your last name?
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Is anyone ignoring you right now?
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Do you have a best friend?
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Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
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Who was your last call/text message from?
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Are you mad at anyone?
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Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
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How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?
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How many more days until your birthday?
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Do you have any summer plans yet?
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Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?
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Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?
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Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?
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Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
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Do you think age matters in relationships?
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Are you available?
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How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?
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If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?
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Do you believe exes can be friends?
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Do you regret anything?
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Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?
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Did you ever lose a best friend?
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Was your last kiss a mistake?
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Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?
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Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
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Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?
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What was the last thing you ate?
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Did you get any compliments today?
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Where are you going on your next vacation?
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Do you own anything from other countries?
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Are most of your friend guys or girls?
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Where have you lived most of your life?
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When was the last time you took a long drive?
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Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
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Have you ever TPd someone’s house?
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Who do you text the most?
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What was the last movie you saw?
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What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?
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How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011?
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Is the last person you kissed younger than you?
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Do you curse around your parents?
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Are you happy with where you live?
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Picture of yourself?
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Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?
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Have you ever been dumped?
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What do you most like about making out?
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Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?
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When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?
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What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?
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Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
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Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?
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Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?
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What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?
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Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?
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Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?
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Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?
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Do you miss your last sweetie?
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Last time you slow danced with someone?
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Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?
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How can I win your heart?
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What is your astrological sign?
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What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
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Do you cook?
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Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?
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If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?
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Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?
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What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?
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Name four things that you wish you had!
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Are you a player?
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Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?
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Are you a tease?
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Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?
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Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?
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Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?
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Hugs or Kisses?
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Are you too shy to ask someone out?
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The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
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Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?
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If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?
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Do you flirt a lot?
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Your last kiss?
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Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?
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Have you kissed anyone in the past month?
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If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
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Do you know who you’ll kiss next?
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Does someone like you currently?
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Do you currently have feelings for anyone?
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Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
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Ever made out with just a friend?
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Are you happier single or in a relationship?
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Your own question that you want me to answer. Just write it.

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this essay shouldn’t be so bad but i’m really not feeling it right now so i think i’m gonna go on to do some other readings for a bit

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a week ago today i held his hand while he cried and wouldn’t you say that’s real, when he texts “i love you” at 3 in the morning? sitting on his bed, running your hands through his hair, and he can’t wait to meet your dad, and you were dancing, and he told you, he told you that he……..

well, it doesn’t matter now, i guess, there’s a way to frame everything to make it look the way you want

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daniel.

He had grey eyes and a grey soul, and he called it perspective. He called everything what he wanted it to be, because he knew that that was 99% of the battle. He reviled the idea of optimism, though— it wasn’t shameless, shameful idealism, he’d say of his approach, rather it was “beneficial realism”.

He had a way with words, he did. That way involved twisting them to suit his purposes which of course, he knew, was the reason words had even been created in the first place, and still existed at all. He was unapologetic, and not even always when he didn’t have something to apologize for. It just seemed foreign to him, to be sorry, when you could be so many other things instead.


He had big plans. He never said he wanted to do big things, though. It wasn’t a matter of wanting anything. He knew he was going to.


He knew a lot of things, actually, regardless of whether or not they were even true. For example, he knew that truth was subjective and that meant he could really truly be wrong. Most other people didn’t know this and never seemed to figure it out, but hey, that wasn’t his fault.

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Well I can’t stop thinking so I can’t stop writing and my thoughts are winking and my mind is fighting and I like you or I love you and I’m glad I came and there’s a poem in my stomach every time you say my name and I always might remember that first night you held my hand, oh it was short and it was clammy, it was pointless, it was grand, I had a hand around your shoulder, you had one around my waist and I was looking at the floor while your eyes looked me in the face and well we stuttered and we muttered and we joked and we advanced and the we tried and sighed but never cried since after that we danced, or at least we sort of kind of did, at least it almost counts, but soon you had to leave me so I stood and watched you bounce, and I thought about the walks we’ve had and all the sides you’ve shown and how there’s nothing quite so special as being together alone, and I thought about the talks we’ve had under the light of moon and the stories and the glories and the way I’d always swoon, I’d shoot glances as you sat there with your eyes upon the book, there was music in your heart and head and I just got to look, we’ve shared jokes and we’ve shared laughter, dinner tables, even hands, and I don’t know where this is flying but I hope it never lands

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